5 down 7 more to go

yeah…3 papers done today..

english P1&2 and maths P1

haha…7 more!!!!

tomorrow is the maths paper 2

hope it goes well..

n so..i can’t wait till it’s over..

i can play and have fun!!

haha…

i think it’s great to see everyone putting lots of effort

working really hard..

haha..

n yes…i’m probably crazy or something..

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u got me deeper than deep and i’m constantly blinded

my love is real my feeling’s pure…

i feel like dancing already

i think i need to go para para after the exams…

n i’m sure vera will be super duper on!!!

haha…dance dance dance…

deeper than deep and I’m constantly blinded

=)

don’t understand this entry..hmm..i don’t understand either..haha

2 down 10 more to go

got done with the history paper today..

yup 10 more to go..

this counting down thing is kinda fun..haha

n so i was thinking..

i thought abt many things since last nite..

mostly history though..haha

but before i went to sleep..

i was thinking…

over all these years..

after all these times…

how did i live through it so quickly..

10 days ago i was saying…8 more days till our ‘o’ levels until all my friends were irritated..

n now it has already started for quite some time..

the beginning of this year..i was saying…’o’ levels are like in YEARSSSS…haha..

n look..i am taking my ‘o’ levels now..

when i entered ghim moh secondary..

it was like a new beginning..new life…n now..secondary school life is actually coming to an end..

i’m happy that the ‘o’ levels are gonna be over soon

but sad cos i’ll never get to enjoy my secondary school life again..

all those stupid childish arguements..

all the jealousy..

all those lame jokes we crack..

hahaha…

how my friends laugh at my priceless reactions

how we became friends from simply strangers..

how close we got over the years..n how much we learned..

we got through the most important part of life together..

last year when i was taking my ‘N’ levels…

i was like..i’m gonna miss ghim moh!!!!

n now…i’m gonna miss 5/2!!!!

the class filled with laughter..

the class filled with joy..

the class that u can never get bored in..

the class that drives the teachers crazy

the class filled with hyperactive people…

the guys are hilarious..

those rumours we spread..

some harmful words we’ve said

all those attitude problems we have sometimes..

the class that discuss maths problems together..

the class that gossips abt teachers..

the class that makes fun of the chinese teacher..

the class that play games TOGETHER

those class outtings we have

a great mixture of guys and girls..

i love the class…

i love my friends..

i love being in secondary school

i love the secondary school life

but…soon..i’ll graduate..

we’ll graduate…we will move on and pursue our own dreams..

n build our own future using our bare hands..

we might never see each other again..

or when we see each other..we can’t recognise each other..

maybe i’ll see some of u appearing on the newspaper..

maybe i’ll see some of u on tv..

or mayb i’ll see some of u in orchard road with ur own family

or mayb some of u together..haha..

or maybe some of u might have forgotten abt me

but hey…if u ever see me anywhere..

do say ‘Hi!’

i’ll do the same to u too..

sigh..i’m so gonna miss everyone…

1 down 11 more to go

done with chemistry yesterday..

tmr is history..one of my fav subject though…

haha..it was one of my most hated subject last year..

oh look! it climbed to one of my fav subject!

anyway…tmr is the history paper..hmmmm…

i’m not sure what is gonna come out..but hey

i guess it is best to study most of the chapters!!!

haha..

ok…let’s see..

i have 11 more papers to go..n maybe 2 more weeks..

around there…

ok..i guess i’m gonna mug now…

bringing myself back to the past!

haha…

Probably to stressed out

i’m probably to stressed out to think properly..

maths maths history history for today..

can faint la..

tml is chem chem hist hist maths maths..

this is call no life u knw..

haha

after exams..i’ll play until i drop on the floor and bleh..

i dunno..

i’m jus too stressed out to even think properly..

apparently the songs i listen to doesn’t help me relieve stress

like this part..no matter what question, love is the answer..

i was doing maths..n i was disagreeing with it..

how does love help me solve maths..

or maybe history..

if only people had more love..

maybe there wouldn’t be WW2..

haha…actually that’s not very true..

haha…or mayb chemistry…love bonds..

haha..not covalent or ionic bonds..haha

or chemistry between 2 ppl..haha

mayb bio…the heart..

haha..let’s try F&N…lots of love in cooking…haha..

cool man i can link all of them together…

haha..physics..physical..erm..nevermind..

geography..erm..that is tough…oh yes…lots of love in agriculture..good food!

haha…

anymore?

haha..told u..i’m too stressed out to even think straight now..

🙂

When I thought I’ll never get over you

when everything seemed like the impossible

as i left myself isolated from the world

i never thought that it is ever possible

i never saw it coming

it wasn’t what i expected

but when i thought it is difficult

i thought i’ll never get over you

at the point when i thought i can never get it

i question myself..

facing the 4 walls in my room

spinning spinning

HOW AM I GONNA GET OVER YOU????

as i lay in bed watching the fan spinning

my tears flow as memories flashed

when you broke my heart

i thought i’ll never get over you

my heart was hurting

maybe i’ll love you forever

i should have known it

i shouldn’t have kept running away from it

as you let go of my hand

running in a different direction

i picked up pieces of what was left of me

i thought i’ll never get over you

my heart was shattered

 

when i thought i can never get over you

i got over you

it is really over

our memories well still be left in my heart

but just as when i thought i can never get over you

i got over you

i got over you…

Exams are just around the corner

As the exams are just around the corner, my stress level has probably gone over the limits. This exam is like my life in it..it’s the O levels. it is like the thing that almost every student in singapore has to go through..n once again..i’m just like another generation going through the pain and suffering of exams..cause it is the O levels!!!! last year it was the N levels this year is the O levels..which totally is draining my brain and my health. The intense study and the intense stress i’m under..n oh yes..after 2weeks +++ u wouldn’t see me typing abt me being stress and all..now i’m just taking a break from chemistry and i got maths tuition later…i’m having cough and flu..i’m not suppose to fall sick when exams are just around..but i guess my body couldn’t take all the stress i’ve given myself..my prelim results are not to my expectations..which entitles me to MORE stress for the actual O levels..cool..haha..i think i’ve probably gone out of my mind already..maybe you’ll get a chance to see the normal Marina after 2-3weeks…hang in there while i go full steam ahead..it’s like catch me if you can..well catch my cold if u can..haha..i’m sad cause i’m the only one that is sick..but i’m glad my other friends ain’t sick..so they can concentrate better..anyway..enough of my crap..i’m gonna go study now..

Marina..Signing off

Rain

I love it when it rains..

cause it reminds me of you..

I love it when it rains..

cause it’s always cool

When it rains

I love to go out there and get drenched

I would play under the rain..

I don’t bother if I get sick

The rain reminds me of you..

I love it when it rains

cause I don’t have to hide from the sun

I love it when it rains

cause there is no need for a tan

When it rains

I no longer have to be under the scorching sun

I will not have to sweat and feel sticky

The sun makes me feel warm and stuffy

 

There are those moments that are always sweet and will always remain sweet

There some moments that isn’t pleasant and we end up forgetting them

Like the rain, it reminds me of you

cause when it rains..heaven is just helping me..

by showering me with your love so that I can feel it somewhere deep inside..

But when it’s hot, I feel uncomfortable

cause the sun it shining so brightly right at me

shining at what is left of me

Through my eyes, in the sun, I’m exposed.

When it rains, it reminds me of you.

It takes a lot of effort

it kinda takes a lot of effort to do many things…well..almost EVERYTHING..n i’m disappointed in myself cos i was’t able to achieve what i want..but what the hack..i still got a second chance..studies..blah blah blah..ya it also took me a lot of effort to lose a lot of weight! haha…if u know who u r.. and u’re reading this…don’t u just feel lucky! haha..wanna see a before-after photo..i’ll be more than happy to show it! haha…i’m proud of my achievement for this…haha…i know i shouldn’t get upset over the prelim results..i really did put in all my effort and everything..sigh..i guess i didn’t put in as much as others did..i knw the results are very good for poly…but college? it’s the whole first 3 months thing that bugs me…
oh ya..there is one thing that bugs me a lot…but i don’t intend to say it…still considering if i should say it or not…anyways…this weekend…my buddy and all time ‘good’ friend..haha..i meant best friend..is gonna stay over tonight…it’s gonna be crazy…Craaaazzzy!

Happy or Sad?

Cry or laugh?
I’ve chosen to laugh at first and cry later..
today I got back my humanities and maths paper..
well..I got the humanities first..n I did SUPER well..
A1 baby!!!
haha..i was celebrating and jumping around..
I thought I was dreaming..
but haha..it is REAL!!!
and than..i was saddened by the next period..
my all time lovable subject..all time ‘best’ subject…all the time i thought that subject was the greatest!
but…i was saddened…completely..busted..
i just passed…not even hitting a C5 i think..
i dun really know…but i know i din do as well as i expected…
i don’t know what went wrong..
it was easier than the other papers my tuition teacher gave..
n the papers my tuition teacher gave i can easily get B3 or B4…
and…i don’t know what happened during the examination..
i don’t know if i was too blur or too stupid..
was it exam anxiety or something…I don’t know..
but i know i was disappointed…
totally beaten..i controlled my tears..
but in the end they rolled down..
it was devastating..
it felt like my dreams crushed..
i know it is only the prelims…but i was looking forward to something better..
better results..
i didn’t expect my humanities and F&N to do so well..but i did..
I expect my maths and science to do well…but i didn’t happen..
I expect my chinese to fail..but somehow i managed to pass
As for my english, i didn’t expect much…and i don’t really know the results yet..
sigh…i know i have to do better..
n yes i will…i will give my best..
n i know that i can do better…a lot better…
Marina! Fight on!