at times in life we withdraw ourselves from facts…
facts that are right in our eyes…
and sometimes, we withdraw ourselves from certain things to protect ourselves..
recently..i’ve thought about many things..
and the things that i kept withdrawing myself from…
and i realized the more i kept pulling away…the deeper i get sucked back into..
and the harder it is the withdraw…
and i saw this on the internet…which makes a lot of sense…
it goes like this….
I’m trying not to love you,
I’m trying not to care,
I’m trying not to live my life wishing you were here,
I’m trying not to wonder where you are or what you do,
I’m sorry I can’t help myself,
I fell in love with you.

this will give an impact on those who are struggling..
it sucks sometimes to know that u cannot help yourself..
when u feel so powerless….
and every turn u make just makes things worse….
every step u try to make…u keep on making things worse for yourself..
every time u reconsider every fact…the more u get confused..
the more you question yourself…u just go crazier each time……..