Vanished…
I’m totally demoralized..
TOTALLY..
for a split second…i saw my entire world came crashing down…
all the dreams…will never come true..
all that i thought i’ll achieve….
everything came crashing down on me..
dumbfounded as i looked at my new SAT results..
it was EXACTLY the same as the old results…
i stood infront of my computer with great shock..
i thought my mental calculation was bad…
i took my calculator..and press every digit slowly and carefully..
and…it’s still the same..
the same 4 digits….1520..
i wanted to cry…but on the flipside…at least i didn’t do worse…
but how can this be possible..
sigh…i could feel like all my hopes came crashing..
like an earthquake…it totally destroyed me..
everything seems like it’s all vanished..
i thought there was a little bit of hope..
but..there wasn’t…there’s nothing..
no such thing as hope..
i guess i’ve got to take the tough way..
life is tough…it always is…isn’t it..
ya..i’m all upset today…
but…maybe tomorrow i’ll be better…
i’ll be fine….
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