I’ve never felt so horrible..
every time I feel relieved of having finish something, there comes another problem with that something I finished
it’s so stupid..
university applications are so troublesome..
the whole financial statement thing..oh my god…
i’ve done it 3 times..and all 3 failed attempt…
I AM STUPID…
just so freaking useless..
i can’t even get simple things right…
there goes my hope…
there goes everything..
some ppl are just lucky..or much smarter..
they get everything done smoothly..
why am i such a retard..
i can’t even get something so easily done without mistakes..
oh my god….
i just wish..wish wish..that i was born smarter…n have knowledge for everything..
so simple…yet i can’t get it done..
everything…to me…is apparently VANISHED..
my hopes…gone…
everything gone..
how can anyone help me…
wait..no one can help me..
cos i’m probably too god damn stupid…
i can’t even get that simple thing right…
i think there’s definitely something wrong with me…
something REALLY REALLY wrong…
That’s it….everything that I wanted….everything that I tried so hard..
but i failed soooo many times..i don’t think there is anymore hope for me…
not in this life….
ALL GONE…..
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