I’ve come so far to be here. I’ve always wanted to be in LA, now that I’m here, I wanna go back to Singapore. I know that I’m not the only one who feels home sick. I know that many of us would feel home sick. Trust me, I REALLY REALLY miss home a lot. I miss my mom, my brother, my friends, everyone. However, as I’ve made my promise to study hard, I will do that. I’m trying VERY hard to adjust, although ONE DAY feels like ONE MONTH, although I walk around the campus alone, although I do a lot of things alone, I tell myself it’s okay. Everything is ALRIGHT. Time flies and soon I will be back in Singapore. I convince myself that it will be quick. I MUST be very patient and utilize my time FULLY. I MUST work as hard as I can to achieve my goal, achieve what I came here for. I’ve made it so far, there is nothing I can do about this right now, I MUST study hard to earn my degree and I WILL. Trust me, I WILL!!!! I don’t want to throw all my mom’s effort to waste, so I will FOCUS FULLY on my studies. No matter how lonely I feel sometimes, no matter how horrible it is to be away from home, I tell myself it’s okay, cause I WILL study hard and get my degree. I tell myself that I don’t want to feel like this again, in order to do that, I MUST study hard and get my degree, after that I will MAKE SURE my mom will be very happy and I will look back on this period of time and THANK god that it is over. I WILL and I MUST! No matter how difficult it is, no matter how many times I cry, no matter how painful it is, I want to be with my mom again, so I WILL definitely work super hard for it. I have to! I MUST!

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